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    4/03/2006

    不得不

        开学两周了,我自认为还是比以前努力了些,但这并不够,不论在我自己眼里还是在别人眼里...
        周四晚上,我去自修,看了30多页书.我觉得很满足,甚至已经在前途的迷雾里看见了光亮,虽然那光是这么的暗淡...我打算每天能有一个下午或一个晚上的时间能学习,我知道不够的...
        英语还是没过...是不用功的缘故.回家了,爸爸妈妈责骂我,我受不了,把电脑砸了,我朝他们吼叫,像只发疯的野兽,空气也开始模糊,让我再看不清他们的脸...那种模糊甚至让我觉得前途的迷雾更浓郁了,以至于那束唯一另我温暖的暗淡的光也不见了踪迹...我真的错了吧...
        是的.我的确很错,考试没过也是我自作自受,如果这样的我还奢望想受到点鼓励什么的,可能的确是痴心妄想了. 突然觉得做事情没了精神,连打字的手也在颤抖.感觉自己的确是不行啊.连小小的挫折也可以让我这么沮丧.
        窗外传来爆糙米的师傅开炉的叫喊"开喽~~~嘣!"
        那不是我的世界.
        每个人都在努力的,每个人都在自己的世界或开心或痛苦.
        而我还是得去看书,过级,按部就班的.
        命运早已写好,人,只是木偶而已...
       
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    Sophia Wuwrote:
    为什么不相信 是你自己掌握的呢？
    11 Mar.
    JIANG_Лwrote:

    人人都说命运掌握在自己手中

    可是天知道自己掌握命运的那只手

    被谁掌握着.

    5 Mar.
    Sophia Wuwrote:
    人 不是木偶，你的未来，你的梦想，你的现在，都在你自己手中。
    这是人最脆弱的时候，我想我会最明白，我也经历过
    虽然不能帮你什么，但是希望你能坚持下去，明年的这个时候，我们都能微笑的见到彼此
    考试还有好多次，如果你真的想，你一定可以做到的
    一起加油！
    5 Mar.

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